He looked for two things in his woman DEVOTION and SERENITY.
Devotion to him meant that she doesn’t make herself scarce when he wants her and
Serenity, meant that when he wasn’t around and when alone, she shouldn’t worry by raking up jealousies and envy in her mind .
Each of those qualities was difficult to find and to find the twain in one was nigh impossible. He didn’t find one, so he embarked on finding one with either and inculcating the other.
But his life became a see saw. One declined with the rise of the other.
Serenity brought indifference and devotion brought anxiety.
His mission started! A chase of the mirage!